HellsDarkDesire

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 21:09:05 GMT


	Strive to reveal to others your inner beauty. but in the meantime, it wouldn't hurt to show off the goods.

Billy's Weird...cat...thing tells your fortune!

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 22:52:08 GMT

(x) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
( ) stole something from my job
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) cut myself on purpose
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Africa
(x) Slapped someone I loved
( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival
(x) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Thrown up in a bar (nearly)
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
( ) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) went to a prom
( ) bungee jumped
( ) I have dated someone for a year or more
( ) I sold naked pictures of myself
(x) I have been in a car accident
(x) I have slept in the nude
(x) I've hated someone without knowing them
(x) I've shot a real gun
( ) I've had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
(x) I've made out with someome within 5 days of meeting them
(x) I've been caught smoking
(x) I've got in a verbal fight with a teacher
( ) lied one time in this survey
( ) Threw a party at a friends house when they were gone
( ) Done something w/ a friends bf/gf
( ) Done something with a bf/gf's sibling
( ) Commited a major crime
(x) Dated someone older than you are
(x) Gotten in trouble
( ) Ever ran away
(x) Ever given somone a hickey
(x) Ever gotten a hickey
(x) Ever got super drunk
(x) Lied about where you are going
( ) Ever lied about your age
(x) Ever been pantsed =[
(x) Flashed/Mooned someone
( ) Beer bonged (I think I did that once with aquarium water, too. People are creative.)
(x) Got into a physical fight w/ a parent

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 00:49:14 GMT

Damn long survey. [207 questions]
Created by truefalle and taken 72 times on bzoink!
The shit about you.
Name	Erin
Age	17
Gender	Girl
Birthday	9-20-1987
Where you were born	Poway, CA
Height	5'4"
Weight	122
Zodiac sign	Virgo
Shoe size	Guys: 6.5, Girls: 8-ish
Hair color	Dark brown.
Eye color	Blue.
Tattoos	None yet.
Piercings	Left ear: 2 lobe, one cartilage; Right ear: 2 lobe + industrial; plus navel.
Trips to the ER	A few.
Do you play an instrument?	Tried and failed at both flute and guitar.
Religion	Agnostic.
No more about you! Family and friends, now bitch!
Parents separated/divoreced?	You could say that.
Who do you live with?	Mom, dad, brother, brother's girlfriend, and my boyfriend.
Any siblings?	One brother.
Who are they?	Dean, my older brother.
They annoy you much?	It's not him that annoys me... it's his other half.
How about friends?	Love my REAL friends.
Best friend(s)	Becky, Marisa, mom.
Do they also think of you as a best friend?	More than friends... sisters.
How many friends do you have?	A few.
Are they really your friends, or just people you know?	Really my friends.
Tell the truth, do they think of you as a friend?	I'm sure they do.
Are you considered a good friend?	Hope so.
Yay! School. Hot damn, school. Evil school. stab
You in school?	Yep.
If so, what grade?	Senior (12th grade).
You do well in school, or did well?	Very well.
You going to college, or actually made it to college?	Going to college.
Favorite teacher	Mrs. Feser, 11th grade forensics teacher.
Hated teacher(s)	Mr. Nugent... 9th grade geometry teacher.
Favorite subject	English.
Hated subject(s)	Math.
No more about school. Back to you! Favorite...
Food	Too many.
Drink	Iced tea, or iced white mochas... mmm...
TV show	That 70's Show, Family Guy, 6 Feet Under, Law & Order, CSI type things.
Music genre	Hardcore/Rock/metal... and country!
Band	AFI.
Song (if you have one)	Too many.
Movie	Not sure.
Color	Black.
Emotion	Complacent.
Animal	Dolphin.
Person	Ian.
Cereal	Trix.
Font	Any.
Number	13.
Day of the week	Saturday.
Month	December.
Holiday	Christmas & Halloween.
Sport to watch	Football.
Season	Winter.
Flower	Orchid.
Sport to play	Mayhem.
Gem	Sapphire.
TV show	Repeat!
Store	Anchor Blue, Robinson's May.
Gas station	Chevron... yay for mom's Chevron card!
Word	Shit.
Phrase	Fuck that.
Monkey	Spider monkeys.
Government	They all have their flaws.
Actor	Johnny Depp.
Actress	Dunno.
Key on the keyboard	Enter?
Whoo! Lots of favorites! Now this/that.
Black/White	Black.
Pink/Orange	Pink.
Fruit/Vegetable	Fruit.
House/Apartment	House.
Love/Be loved	Be loved.
Water/Soda	Water.
Cake/Muffin	Muffin.
Big gift giving holiday/Your birthday	My birthday.
Night/Day	Night.
Diamond/Gold	Diamond.
Horror/Comedy	Comedy.
Rock/Pop	Rock.
Punk/Rap	Punk.
Music/Some damn silence	Music.
Read it/Watch it	Watch it.
Beach/Mountains	Beach.
City/Somewhere in Texas	City.
Die by torture/Suffocation	Neither.
Pen/Pencil	Pen.
Write/Read	Read.
Love/Lust	Love.
Greed/Jealousy	Greed.
Grape jelly/Strawberry jelly	Strawberry.
To be/Not to be	To be.
Crunchy/Smooth	Crunchy.
Face to face/IM	Face to face.
Glass is half full/Half empty	Half empty.
Dr. Pepper/Coke	Coke.
Cats/Dogs	Cats.
Tattoos/Piercings	Tattoos.
Last time you...
Talked on the phone	20 minutes ago when my mom called.
Eaten pretzels.	...last week.
Did a puzzle	Can't remember.
Talked to someone on IM (yourself doesn't count)	Right now.
Took a bath	An hour ago.
Took a shower	Half hour ago (I did both).
Brushed your teeth	Half hour ago.
Ate	6 hours ago.
Slept	10 hours ago.
Hugged someone	4 hours ago.
Kissed someone	4 hours ago.
Said I love you to someone	20 minutes ago to my mom.
Listened to music	Right now.
Went to school	Friday.
Counted the tiles on the bathroom floor	Few days ago.
Watched TV	2 hours ago.
Burned a CD	A week ago.
Took a survey	Right now.
Looked at the clock	Right now.
Said I hate you to someone	A while ago.
Slapped someone	Wednesday.
Punched someone	Yesterday, play-fighting.
Kicked someone	Again, yesterday while play-fighting.
Got drunk	Month or so ago.
Have you ever done this shit.
Done drugs	Yes. Never again.
Smoked	Yes. Never again.
Drank	Yes. Will probably continue to do so.
Got drunk	Many times.
Went to the ER	A few times.
Been out of the country	Mexico & Canada.
Ran away	No.
Been to an insane aslyum	No.
Beat the shit out of someone	Yes.
Cut yourself	No.
Hurt someone for no reason	Yeah, heh.
Jumped out of a plane	No.
Pierced your own body	No.
Given yourself a haircut	No.
Killed something more than a spider or bug	No.
Killed someone	No.
Sent someone to the hospital	No.
Lied to a friend	Yes.
Lied to your parents	Yes.
Broke the law	Yes.
Took the wrap for something you didn't do	No.
Been beaten	Yes.
Been harassed	Yes.
Stole something	No.
Burned money	No.
Blown something up in the microwave	Haha, yeah.
How about the stove?	On accident.
Kissed someone of the same sex	No.
Kissed someone of the opposite sex	No.
Stripped for someone	Yes.
Told a secret	Yes, silly bastards.
Broke a promise	Yep.
Been in love	Yes, currently.
Been loved	Yes, currently.
Been stalked	Yes.
Have stalked	No.
DAMN! Lost my spot. Ok. Now to the mushy stuff.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?	Yes, boyfriend.
If so, who are they?	Ian.
How many relationships have you had?	4.
How many of them lasted over a month?	All.
Virgin?	No.
Ever kissed a friend?	Yes.
Ever cheated?	No.
Ever been cheated on?	Many times.
Ever been dumped?	Once.
Ever dumped?	Thrice.
Reject someone?	Many times.
Been rejected?	No.
Have a crush?	Yes, my boyfriend counts.
Who are they?	Ian, no shit.
Ever loved?	Yes, currently.
Ever been in love?	YES, CURRENTLY.
Ever cried over someone?	Yes.
Ever had someone cry over you?	Yes.
Against or for....
Gay marriage	For. Love is love.
Abortion	For. It's a woman's body, who's to tell her what she can or cannot do with it?
Cutting	Why not?
Teen sex	For.
U.S. goverment	Gogo super powerful idiots.
Any other goverment	Sure.
Celebrities	Grossly overpaid.
The color pink	Yay pink.
Labeling of people	It happens.
Minimum wages	Good thing but it isn't enough.
Money	Love it.
War	Too much of it, but sometimes necessary.
Peace	Yay.
Racism	Hate it.
Prejudice	Hate it.
Sexism	Boo.
Drunk driving	Boo.
Suicide	Boo.
Pornography	Yay!
Death penalty	Good stuff.
Online relationships	Uhm, sure.
School	Blargh.
Becomming of the end.... Finally.
Do you like taking surveys?	Sure. Yay boredom!
Was this survey long enough?	No.
Do you want it to end now?	No.
Tough luck, bitch.	....that isn't a question!
How long have you been at this survey?	20 minutes.
So how are you?	Bored, and a little hungry.
You been a good citizen?	Gogo Engrish.
I bet you haven't.	Lies! All lies!
I bet I put something down twice. 207 questions makes you dizzy.	Indeed you did, asshole.
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One mutha of an update, comin' right up.

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 22:30:50 GMT

At work right now with mom on our day off (I work in a dental office with my mom... suck it). Just got outta school about an hour ago. All in all, a pretty boring day. Just school as usual.

Supercross is tomorrow, I'm very excited. Ian and I are going, and mom got us floor seats... but the only downside is the fact that Supercross is at Qualcomm... which is outdoors, and it's going to rain ALL weekend. So I'll probably get all soaking wet and get pneumonia or something, haha. Oh well, it'll be worth it.

Things are going great right now. School is going well, I'm kicking ass in all of my classes... work is good, I totally love my job... Ian & I are doing as good as ever, I love him SO much and he makes me the happiest I've ever been. =) Life is so good right now. I'm really enjoying myself. Things are really starting to fall into place, and I love it.

Spring break is coming up, and we all know what that means!!! That means I'm gonna be leavin' for 7 days
=( Sad, I know, but maybe you can all get a support group together... or something. But yeah, I'll be gone from March 22nd-29th in Hawaii. I'll miss everyone but I'll be having a good time. The only bad part about it is that I'll be away from my baybee for that long =( That makes me sad. I'll miss him soooooo much.

Speaking of Hawaii, I've been doing some research on the area around where I'm staying, and there's a STARBUCKS within about a mile. Thank GOD for Starbucks. The amazing part about Starbucks... I can find one no matter what city I'm in. I found 3 in New Orleans, several in San Francisco, and many more around the country. It's like I have radar in my head that automatically looks for Starbucks'. Wow, I'm so addicted... that's pretty bad. Anyway.

Time for this "mutha of an update" to be ended because now, girls and boys, it's time for Mommy & Erin to go do the things we do best... get Starbucks and go SHOPPING. =) Leave me love!!!

Holy moly, it's an update.

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 01:00:41 GMT

Yeah I updated this thing like... what? 8 weeks ago? Ouch. Anyway, I apologize for the lack of an update lately. Since LJ is blocked on the school computers, I don't have a choice but to update from home, which never happens. I haven't had the time nor the desire to get on the computer much anymore... really, it's a good thing, because I'm doing other things besides sit on my ass in front of a monitor all day (no offense to those of you who do). Plus, when I'm out, I'm out with Ian, and he makes me the happiest I've ever been =).

Things are going really well lately. Finals are over for me, I got the 3rd highest grade on my government final, and I'm almost positive I did really well on my short story & accounting finals. Tomorrow I'll only be in school from 7:20-9:30, and that's only because I have a lab assistant class that I have too many absences in, haha. Going to work after that...uhh... 4 DAY WEEKEND!!! Not sure what I'm doing on Friday... Saturday Ian and I are going fishing, then Sunday we're going to the Wild Animal Park (my grandmother gave us free tickets, hehe). Monday I'm either going to work or hanging out with Becky for a Girls Day. So it should be a fun weekend.

In other news... I don't really have other news, other than the fact that I am SOOOOOOOO happy because my boyfriend is the best EVER, and I love him more than anything.

PS: KELLY!!! We rock, and we're lucky bitches =D haha love ya kiddo.

Good times

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 23:22:52 GMT

I haven't looked at this thing in weeks. I dunno how long but it feels like weeks.

So life is good right now. Ian is great, school is goin alright, I'm working for my mom off & on... good times for sure. But I'll have to do this when I have more time... I gotta get ahold of Kelly so we can chill. More again when I have a break!

Relatively short entry

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 04:39:37 GMT

LiveJournal is blocked on the school computers now, so no more upating from accounting. Bastards.

Life is pretty sweet, just been hella tired lately. Been working for my mom (in a dental office) every few days, getting paid for it. Around January-February, I'll be putting packages together for the San Diego Gulls hockey team, their cheerleaders, and things for one of the games. I'll also be assisting around the office, so I'll be in there a lot. The best part? In exchange for working that much, I'll be getting a bleaching session (called Zoom, in-office treatment that hella whitens your teeth), and I'll be getting some veneers done (I broke one of my front teeth when I was a kid, and I need something that will look really nice after I get them bleached). So that's exciting!

Took a government test today. I really wish I was more prepared for it. Oh well, we'll see how it goes. I still have to put together a PowerPoint presentation on Bill Clinton for next week... that might be a little difficult because I don't have PowerPoint. But I think my mom's office has it, so I might just luck out.

Justin & Sarah are on their way over, so off I go!

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 03:03:07 GMT

What Would You do if...
I asked you to help:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I pissed you off:

What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Ass:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Body:
Friends:
Decisions:

Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Have Sex with me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Rape me:
Beat me up:

A little bit of everything.

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 17:22:37 GMT

Been a while since a good update.

Friday:
- Went downtown to the Haunted Hotel with Tracy, Dean, and Ella. Good times. Kinda scary. Totally worth it.
- Went and saw the movie "Saw" in Rancho with above mentioned people + Tracy's boyfriend, Nathan. Ian stayed home.
- Came home around 12:30am, screwed around, went to bed.

Saturday:
- Jenn came over to chill, I love that girl, I haven't hung out with her in forever.
- Ian came over with his friend Mike to pick up firewood before they went to the desert.
- Jenn and I went to grab Becky, and we all went shopping.
- Jenn headed home, I took Becky home, hung out there.
- Went home, changed into my costume from last year (black wings & a halo with jeans and a fishnet shirt. Easy stuff).
- Went to HALLOWEENER DODGEBALL! So fun, but the costumes were a little... disturbing. Man thongs everywhere.
- Drove around with James, Tommie, Anthony, and Pat.
- Home around 1am-ish.

Shit class is over gotta go.

For the sake of being redundant...

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 16:10:04 GMT

I'm updating in accounting again. Back to my old ways. I just took my work sheet test, easy stuff. I just couldn't remember how many balances I'm actually supposed to put at the bottom. Anyway. I think it's funny how I just did 3 tests for this class in the last 2 days, didn't really try, and I was just told I am the "Business Department Vaquero of the Month." Got a nifty little award thing. Not to sound conceited, but it doesn't surprise me. I think I have about a 101% in the class. But moving on.

Ian accidentally stayed the night last night. We were watching television in my room when I fell asleep. He shook me around 3am to ask what time it was... looked at my clock, told him it was about 3am and went back to sleep. It didn't quite click that it was 3am, and he was sleeping in my bed. At 5:40-ish this morning, he AGAIN woke me up to tell me, "Erin get up it's 5:40am." "Why? I don't have to get up until 6:20..." "Yeah, but I have to be at work in 20 minutes."
So he got up, I sat there for a little bit, and in walks my mom to wake me up for school. She looked at us and said, "Oh I thought I was just getting Erin up this morning... I thought I heard you leave at about 3?" "Funny thing..." So we told her what happened and she laughed before asking him if he wanted breakfast. Mom is chill and it's not like anything was going on. I laughed but I don't know if he felt it was quite as funny as I did. I should call him and make sure he made it to work at a decent time. He can't be mad at me for falling asleep--- he could have stayed up. Plus, he snores. =)

Time to browse the internet and think about what a bad, bad person I am ;)

Back to the grind.

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 16:21:29 GMT

This thing has been getting neglected due to the lack of free time that I have. I'm actually having to do real work in my accounting class lately (surprisingly enough). Accounting also happens to be where I am at the moment. Just finished two tests with more than enough time to spare.

I'm exhausted. I was up way too late last night. I should have come home from Ian's and gone straight to bed, but I'm not that smart. I'm paying for it today though. Today I get to go home, wait for groceries to be delivered, and make dinner. I love to cook but I just need to try out some new things. I was thinking about making some cookies or something today and taking them to Ian at work to cheer him up. He's been having some bad days. I spoil him...

I need a job. Not like I've been trying to get one in the slightest, but I still need one. Someone give me a job! (tee-hee)

Actually, I need a lot of things. I need a new sweater, and I want new glasses and new shoes. I'm bored with mine. I've been bored with a lot of things lately, hence the new drastic change in my haircolor. =) I like it, my friends like it, Ian likes it, Delton doesn't so I get to hear him give me crap everyday in 1st period now... but I told him I hate his hair too so we're even. Anyway.

Special <3 to Ryry--- Hope you didn't die in your sleep because that would be sad. Sorry about what happened but things will get better and will all work out for the best.

So busy

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 06:25:46 GMT

Long time no (real) update. Jeez... what has happened lately?

Got my hair done on Friday. I'm a redhead again! I love it.

We lost our homecoming game against Santana, but that was to be expected.
Homecoming dance was last night. Justin had 4 dates! Justin went with me, Sarah, Marisa, and Becky. Lisa was at homecoming and was made his 5th date. It was so cool. We danced all night to almost every song... we had sooo much fun. I actually felt really pretty. Everyone told me I looked beautiful, but having someone tell you that you look nice and actually feeling like you look nice are two different things (it makes sense).

Been hanging out with Ian a lot lately, things are good. Just waitin on some status but that's alright, we'll see what happens. We went to dinner tonight with my family... that was interesting. Poor guy didn't know what he was getting himself into! But it's alright, he passed the hardest part, and we all had fun.

School is good, family is pretty good, life in general is good =) Things are good! I'm enjoying life. You only get one, right?

As for now, I'm going to use this time in my life to get some sleep.

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 06:48:43 GMT

The bold game.

01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said 'I love you' and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby's diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne (it takes forever)
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28. Had a food fight
30. Called in sick when you were not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55 Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records Well, CDs.
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn't have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. ...more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car , and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived (not sure about that one)
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone's heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
149. Broken a bone
150. I don't know where 150. is
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper (I was in journalism, it counts)
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read Shakespeare
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. ...and gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself an art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196: Dyed your hair
197: Been a DJ
198: Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199: Written your own role playing game
200: Been arrested

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 04:18:55 GMT

Tennesse beat Ole Miss 21-17.

My day just got better.

I got a car today!!!!

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 03:55:12 GMT

But not just any car.

I got a LEXUS.

1993 ES 300. Tan, fully loaded, leather and automatic everything. God damn. I love my car. It's BEAUTIFUL. Will post pictures when I figure out how/ get some.

And here I go to Becky's, call my cell if you want to.

Yeah, I jacked it.

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 05:04:52 GMT

10 Years Ago, I...
1. Was extremely carefree.
2. Got along with my family.
3. Enjoyed life indefinitely.
4. Watched cartoons at every opportunity.
5. Was very naive.

5 Years Ago, I...
1. Was starting to understand a little more about myself..
2. ...and people.
3. Met some of my best friends.
4. Had a plan for my life.
5. Had every intention of following through with that plan.

3 Years Ago, I...
1. Kicked ass in school.
2. Was involved with someone completely obsessive and crazy.
3. Began to fight with my brother a lot.
4. Dropped previous plan and adopted a new one.
5. Met my best friend in the world.

1 Year Ago, I...
1. Started to do terribly in some classes.
2. Dropped plan #2 and didn't pick up a new one.
3. Decided to go to Grossmont after graduation.
4. Realized that I've made some shitty decisions in life.
5. Also realized I've made some really good decisions.

So far this year, I've...
1. Realized how much my real friends care about me...
2. ...and how many people are assholes for faking it.
3. Had one of the best/worst birthdays ever.
4. Wrecked my car.
5. Actually had a situation that I didn't runaway from, only to have it turn out badly because someone else did.

Yesterday, I...
1. Had a great day at school.
2. Went to lunch with Taryn.
3. Had a nice afternoon with the house to myself blasting music.
4. Talked to some good friends.
5. Looked through old photographs and relived old memories that put a smile on my face.

Today, I...
1. Woke up late (6:45, oops).
2. Went to school and had a good day.
3. Sent an asston of text messages.
4. Found out I have one of the top 3 grades in my government class, if not the highest.
5. Took an insanely long nap.

Tomorrow, I will...
1. Go to school.
2. Go to Sombreros with Justin & Marisa.
3. Study my ass off for a government exam.
4. Take my Nikon with me to have Gina help me with some stuff.
5. Wish it was Friday already.

I always knew...

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 05:22:41 GMT

I had an awesome weekend.

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 16:19:47 GMT

First off, I was "on restriction" (haha Taryn). Oh the ways to shoot someone down. Friday night I was bored, so I called Marisa to have her come over. Went and picked her up, had dinner, and chilled. About midnight Taryn said she was bored, so I told her to come over too. Taryn... "What was THAT?!" tee-hee. We watched "Taking Lives"... that Angelina Jolie movie. Good stuff, kinda freaky. They left Saturday afternoon. Becky showed up a little after I got out of the shower... headed to Starbucks, as always. Jeremy was supposed to come over so I could make him dinner (dunno how he talked me into that one), but he flaked and went to Oktoberfest with his brother. His loss! I made carne asada. Becky left shortly after dinner-- her parents called and are in a crappy mood because of the remodeling. Josh came over about 8-ish to chill with my brother. Dean, Ella, Josh and I went to the movies and saw Ladder 49 that night. Extremely touching movie... I really liked it. Came home, went on my computer, went to bed.

Sunday was one of the most... interesting days of my life to date.

I was very tired Saturday night so I planned on sleeping all day Sunday.
Didn't quite work out that way.

At 11:30am-ish, I was woken up by two guys wearing masks with voiceboxes pounding on my door and literally ripping me out of bed, telling me I'm going with them. They told me I had 30 seconds to get dressed, and if I wasn't done they would bust in. I freaked out. I didn't recognize them at all, and didn't know if anyone else was home and knew what was going on. So I just did what they told me... got dressed, grabbed my cell phone and stuffed it in my pocket. I opened my door and they pushed me down the hallway. I grabbed my purse (which had my sunglasses in it, go me), and as we were leaving saw my mom and everyone in the living room/kitchen waving bye and laughing at me. Got outside, and there was a topless Jeep sitting in front of my house with ANOTHER masked guy in it. I had never seen that car in my life. They put me in the back and put a beanie over my eyes. I kept peeking, and they kept yelling at me. We got some funny looks from people on the freeway. I managed to send a text to Becky that said, "I got kidnapped." She texted me back saying, "OMG are you ok? Do you need me to call someone?!" (*She was the mastermind behind it all.*)

Ended up down at South Mission, and when they let me take the mask off, I saw Monica, Basia, Becky, Justin, and Taryn sitting at a table. Josh, Tracy, and Sarah showed up later. Bastards. Got caked, and got chocolate cupcake in my ear you assholes. ;) Just kidding I love you guys. Hung out there and left at 2:30-ish. Went back to Becky's, ran some plans past her parents, and went to my house so I could change and clean up. Becky & I went and saw "Cellular," which ironically is a movie about kidnapping. After the movie the two of us went to dinner at Mimi's and headed home. Awesome day =) Thank you guys!!!

All in all, a great weekend. Kind of glad they didn't go through with the original plan, which was to have their friend, who is a POLICE OFFICER come to my house and ARREST ME for something that had to do with my accident. I don't know what I would have done... probably thrown up and cried my eyes out, then killed someone after I found out it was all a prank.

I'll admit it... I got punk'd.

Accounting is almost over so that's it for now.

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 20:42:38 GMT

The day is winding down, and the same thoughts fill my head. I'm a little more down than yesterday but I just keep hoping that things will get better and start looking up. I'm starting to do better in school because I'm just trying so hard to focus on my work instead of what's bothering me. Just trying to tune things out I suppose. As long as I have other things to concentrate on, life won't get the best of me. Hopefully it hasn't already...

Starting to feel a little better, slowly but surely. Just have a headache, but that could be from any number of things. Oh well. That's why I have migraine meds stashed away in my bag. =)

Sitting in Gina's right now-- she doesn't have anything for me to do. And I don't feel like going to Feser's to grade more papers. Blegh.

Got a 50/50 on my accounting test, and the highest grade in the class on my government quiz. I don't see how people can fail those classes... it's slightly more difficult than, say... masturbation.

Anyway...

I'm cookin dinner tonight. Any ideas? I'm diggin on chicken of some sort. We'll see.

And I'm off again, to the darkroom!

Random due to sickness

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 06:56:15 GMT

You're Bettie Page!

What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Thank you, Heather

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 04:22:43 GMT

13 random things you like ::

01. Music.
02. Concerts.
03. Rainy days.
04. Very cold days.
05. Photography.
06. Cuddling.
07. Demolishing cookies & cream ice cream.
08. Good friends.
09. Hanging out with Grossini during my free period.
10. Dressing nice.
11. Going out.
12. Starbucks.
13. People who give a shit.

11 Movies you enjoy::

01. Love Actually.
02. Y tu mamá también.
03. Office Space.
04. Nightmare Before Christmas.
05. Thirteen.
06. Momento.
07. Roman Holiday.
08. Boondock Saints.
09. Fight Club.
10. Dazed & Confused.
11. Romeo + Juliet.

11 good bands/artists ::
01. AFI.
02. Frank Sinatra.
03. Static-X
04. Coheed & Cambria.
05. Bush.
06. Green Day.
07. Yellowcard.
08. Alkaline Trio.
09. The Q.
10. Saves The Day.
11. MXPX.

5 things about your physical appearance ::
01. Blue eyes.
02. Super fair skin.
03. 5'4"-ish.
04. Reddish brown hair.
05. Freckles.

9 good friends ::
01. Becky.
02. Paul.
03. Chris
04. Justin, Kelly.
05. Sarah, Jenn
06. Kristin, Elisa, Tiffany.
07. Josh, Tracy, David.
08. Taryn, Marisa.
09. My mom. She's my best friend.

8 fave food/drinks::
1. Coffee.
2. Steak.
3. Potatoes.
4. Cookies & Cream ice cream.
5. Justin's mom's mac & cheese.
6. Smirnoff everything.
7. Mom's enchiladas.
8. Water.

7 things you wear daily ::
01. Underwear.
02. Ring from mom.
03. Bracelet from brother.
04. Necklace from dad.
05. Pants.
06. Shirt. Sometimes two.
07. Chapstick.

6 things that annoy you ::
01. Liars.
02. Cheaters.
03. Hatred
04. Drama.
05. Not having a car right now.
06. Unsupportive people.

5 things you touch every day ::
01. Shower knobs.
02. My hair.
03. My face.
04. My cell phone.
05. My keyboard.

4 shows you watch ::
01. Law & Order.
02. 6 Feet Under.
03. Fuse (not a show, it counts).
04. VH1 Megahits (it counts).

3 celebrities you have a crush on ::
01. Davey Havok.
02. Johnny Depp.
03. Your mom.

1 person you could spend the rest of your life with ::
01. I tend to find that people are bastards. (Thanks Heather, :D)

Happy birthday to me...

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 19:21:50 GMT

Not really, it sucked... possibly the worst birthday I've ever had. But thanks to those of you who made it better (especially Becky, Jerred, Taryn, Marisa, and that big tub of ice cream). To most of you that came last night, thanks for coming & everything. It was good to see you guys.

Fuck this I'm out.

This day feels like...

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 16:00:27 GMT

...it's taking a week to end. And it's only second period. Well I'm in accounting with about 10 mins. left. I finished my test like. 15 minutes ago and just screwed around until now. Decided this has been getting neglected lately because of... well, stuff going on. Unfortunately, my LJ isn't the only thing that's getting neglected. That's... something I don't feel like getting into at the moment. This not having a car thing totally sucks. I can't do any of the things I used to because it all requires driving , which is very difficult when you don't have a car! Fuck.

The insurance company called my mom yesterday to tell her, "Oh the car is totaled." Wow. Uh. No shit. Morons. I don't care that it's totaled, just give me a goddamn check for it already. *sigh*

Things have been crappy but my birthday party is tomorrow. I'm excited but I'm just waiting for something really good to happen. I'm looking forward to having all of my friends and mi novio there on Saturday. It should get me out of this funk.

Gotta go, teacher is looming...

A little less upset.

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 20:57:06 GMT

Well everyone is fine, thank god. Just stiff and sore, kinda bruised up. I still feel like shit but I guess that's what happens. Things are pretty rocky but I hope they get better soon.

Went to the football game last night. We lost (big surprise) 33-13 against Saints. Business as usual. Mr. Radov was there; he was really surprised I showed up knowing I felt so crappy and missed class. He gave me a big hug and asked if I was okay. He's a cool guy, and he's really glad everyone is alright.

Marisa's on her way to take me to lunch, so I gotta go. Babe, give me a call sometime soon.

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 07:24:34 GMT

Don't expect this to get updated often. And don't expect me to be happy when I do. Most of you already know what happened, and if you don't, just ask someone else. I don't feel like talking about it.

Simon I'm sorry... if you need anything, just tell me. <3

Exhausted, sore, need meds, goodnight.